I'm thinking, and I'm thinking and I'm thinking. Time pass, everything changes, maybe true or maybe not. Yesterday I seen on a list of deaths, there have been 5 years from when Steve Irwin(The Crocodile Hunter) died. 5 years!!! If you where asking me yesterday when he died. I would say one year ago ... maybe 2, but it was like yesterday...
So time pass, we getting old, the the freedom we all want have not come, and if things will go this way it will not come any time soon. We are in the same struggle for getting freedom, a word we don’t really understand it meaning for us.
But I started to wonder: What does it really mean to obtain the freedom we all want? Maybe we will get there to discover that we really want something else. What is the end point of all this run after money and power? How is this ideal, almost enlighten life? Can you really describe it in detail, in details so vivid that you can almost see it?
Well I can't, all this struggle for a life which I have no idea how I really want it to be, for I life I cannot plan in detail.
The only way to plan this life is to imagine this:
You worked hard one year, maybe 2 or 5. You made money, a lot of them, maybe 2-3-5 time more than you needed and you keep them for the magical fabulous life you always wanted to live.
And now you just find out that in exactly one year you will be dead. No way to escape it, no cure, no escape, no way to run. You cannot spend the last year trying to escape this because it is impossible (by definition), you cannot spend the last year trying to make money because they will not do you any good.
So you have to live, you have to chose, you have to plan, you have to use all your resources, mind and energy to find freedom and live the dreamed life.
Can you describe it now?